later...

It's 4am... it's raining, my favorite kinda weather at my favorite timing of the day, when my brain is at its most active, if i manage to keep it awake this late... it's not that I can't sleep, but the moment's too rare for me to sacrifice it for a hundred winks, so I'm blogging while listening to my music collection...

for those haven't found out, our wedding's been postponed....... I suggested it, he agreed, we had issues that needed to be addressed before the knot is tied... and continue to trust God is in control of this situation, that even this delay, had been divinely arranged by him, He knows when we'll be ready... and I thank Him for the courage to do what is right, despite it being difficult... wisdom and pain unfortunately must accompany each other most of the times...

I can't remember if I have posted these lyrics before... if I have, then once again... this provides a little bit of relief... in moments of pain, the piano tune is achingly sad, yet the lyrics reminds me... that the battle is not mine to fight... and this temporal life is not mine to own...

Safe In A Crazy World (Corrinne May)
I try to smile my tears away,
I try to keep my cool.
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter,
My heart just wants to bleed and stop Believing in me.

It feels like nothing is for certain
and that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and i crumble and I'm sinking to my knees for you
You cradle me

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again

Noise keeps chasing me
No matter where I go
Oh and life likes pretending that it's on a TV show
When it's hard to tell what's real
From what the world just wants to preach
You are the voice I seek

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again

'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms
Nothing else can touch me
What a wonderful way to recharge
I feel like I can breathe again

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again